Why?

Hello my dears. I continue my story.
Why did I run away? Why did I get bored?
You may have been experienced the same thing. I was so depressed, I couldn't not breathe. I was so bored with my life.
Living in a socirty is hard to live. In my country, everyone has to live by rules. Rules that has been set before.
You are not allowed to abandon it. We are young and there is so many things to see, live. But no! you have the follow the rules. You have a role in the socity and you have to live with that.
Study, graduate, get a job, find someone, marry with him, have a children, be a good wife, be a good worker be a good mom, save your money in order to buy a house, a car.
You can not avoid the chain. If you wanna be happy do it by following the rules. Doing whatever you want or whenever you want is not allowed to you!

Sleep, wake up and follow the routine. Never disobey the rules! Cause it is dangerous.
If you do so, society judge you.
You have certain rules and you have follow them. Scenes are changed but your rules has already been set. So be who you suppose to be.
In order to be happy you always have to follow the rules.

Who claims that we have freedom? Who has the right to choose wahtever and whenever?
None of us! I am afraid maybe never...

Keep up with me!

Yepyeni bir başlangıç / Starting from the zero

Düzenliydi, tutarlıydı, sınırlıydı, rutindi, alışıldıktı ama güvenliydi, tahmin edilebilirdi, ön görüler açıktı! evet hepimizin hayatı aynı düzende gidiyor. 
Benimkide tıpkı böyleydi.
Her şeyim vardı. İyi bir iş sevgili iyi bir kazanç aile hepsi.
Ama mutluluk yoktu.
Bir şeyler eksikti.
Ne mi yaptım?
SIFIRLADIM!! büyük riskler aldım ve sıfırladım.
Yepyeni bir noktadan 0dan başladım.
Para yok, iş yok, kimse yok, bilmediğim bir ülkede bilmediğim bir dilde tek başımayım

Nasıl mı ?
Neden mi?
Hepsini anlatacağım tek tek...
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STARTING FROM THE ZERO
Ordinary,steady,limited,routine, usual but safe, predictable, easy to live with.
Yes we all live the same. That was the my life excatly.
According to the people I had everything; good job, a boyfrined, a family...
But no happiness 
Something was missing in my life.
What have I done?
I START FROM ZERO! I take big risks and start over.
No money, no job, no one.
I am in a foreign country without knowing their language.
You can start asking me 
WHY?
HOW?
I'll tell you one by one.
Keep up with me!!